i cant wait for the hills to catch on fire

thinking about things. one thing i like i just thought of. spring time in clinton. basically any time from like march to may. something about that time of the year every year and sophomore year keeps playing back in my mind. maybe its cause that was the first year i ever had a digital camera and that imagery makes me think a lot. i duno. falls basically beautiful anywhere, and it's almost here. and i have a feeling, this falls gonna be awesome. i cant wait for the hills to catch on fire... i love college.

what happens if you throw a penny up?

so i'm at college, in my room, all set up. it's pretty interesting. it's weird to be away from home like this but it's all good and it's gonna be a lot of fun and it's something every one should experience. unfortunately, i think i might be getting sick. really really really sucks. :( classes start tuesday. art school, here i come.

a good idea at the time

so i met my roomies.
i'm really excited cause they both seem really nice.
a little less than 3 weeks!!!
i can't wait.
:0)

woe.

Today's Scorpio Horoscope
Over the past few days, you've become a lot more attuned to your surroundings -- whether you realize it or not. This is most likely due to an increased clarity in how you're feeling and in how others are communicating, and this clarity will only increase as today goes forward. Your ideas are the ones that will capture everyone's attention and enthusiasm, so speak up -- it will be easy for everyone to understand what you want and help you make it happen.


i feel like i finally let go.
finally i feel free and better.


so why does it hurt so much?

sugarcubes

i got my new computer.
it's very exciting.

i saw my aunt yesterday. i haven't seen her in a couple years. i realize that i'm a lot more like her than i though, which isn't always a bad thing.

i leave for school in 40 days.


trying to find something

i love thunderstorms.
i'm not quite sure why, but i absolutely love when it rains in the summer. i love every thing about it, the smells before, durring and after, and the sounds of the falling rain. it's quite soothing.
but it doesn't help when i try to go to sleep and the lightning illuminates my bedroom. or the wind makes an evil howling sound.

i've noticed an absence of fireflies as of late. maybe a week ago i saw a million by my driveway, and just the other night maybe one or two off in the distance, far up in the tree line. i really want to catch a jar full of them and take long exposure pictures.

mmm... more thunder.
lots of thunder..

but how we survive is what makes us who we are

7 weeks.

7 weeks and i move into my dorm, my new home for a year. a slight paranoia comes over me as i relaize what this means. it's nothing that buying hangers, towels, sheets and blankets can explain to you. it has to hit you on it's own, after the excitement of the dorm room necessities passes.
while in this town, this summer in particular, i've realized how much things have changed. no one seemes the same to me anymore, i feel like everything i knew previous to this summer has changed so much and i absolutely hate it.
but i guess that this is what growing up is.
and again i feel like the one with the silly ideas of how everything should be.

but how we survive is what makes us who we are. [rise against]